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Sep 12, 20135 min read

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Published: Sep 12, 2013

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I dont want to transfer schools but I'm going into the meanest teachers class this year, and she ttaught my sister, i'm afraid when she hears my last name she will treat me like she treated my sister, which was terrible..

I narrowed it down, it seems my parents chose my sister as the favourite, that or they just really dont love me. I wish I was an only child. I'm more used to it, even though I'm younger, my sister stayed at my aunties for a year so I was used to being a only child. I see something, my parents dont care, sister notices something, they talk about for five minutes. Please dont say "you dont want to be an only child" or "your parents love you the same" crap like that, its not true.

My favourite show was just ruined. I'm still going to watch it, but they just had to ruin it. They just had to. If you know what Apritello means, and you know who Casey Jones is, you will know what I'm talking about </3

"Was it something I said or just my personality?"

Quote suits me. I never know what to say, so I always screw everything up.

My ear hurts. Water.. I can't stop thinking of my best friends ear infection from water stuck in her ear.. I don't want a ear infection like that. I don't want to take ear drops every night because of swimming and not go to the swimming pool for another year </3 I had enough ear infections this year, thank you.

I wish I was an only child.

I tried standing up for myself on a game and more like made a fool out of myself.
They where saying stuff like 'Does anyone hear that?
Oh, probably my imagination'
Whenever I said something.
I started to cry because It really hurt so I said "Does it make you happy that you made someone cry? If so, i'm happy for you!" then I just left. This has happened before but I never really cry when it happens.. I'm to scared to tell my parents either because multiply people bully me on it..

I work hard on a picture
No one likes it.
I work hard on dressing up a pet
No one likes it.
I'm done. I'm done wanting people to finally like my stuff.
I make a roleplay that takes me forever,
no one joins.
I make a role-play in one minute
10 people join.
I do not get humanity anymore.

I cried myself to sleep last night again..
I can't help Zeena is getting put down..
I just can't take it..

I'm so sad right now.. Zeena, my uncles oldest dog, has been by my side so long.. shes so nice.. but since she's so old shes in pain and has to be put down.

I have anger issues, I know.
I have problems, I know.
I get mad super easily, I know.
I have zero friends, I know.
I get bullied at school, I know.

I'm DONE.
I'm freaking DONE.
I'm done with TRADING.
I'm done with freaking DEMAND.
I'm done with that stupid DREAMIE.
I dont care anymore. I gave up monthes ago and I decided to come back
But then someone has my dreamie and I'm super nice. They
cancel without a message and freaking rant about me.
I'm DONE.

My sister ran off because she was grounded and my mom grabbed her for kicking her. I heard my parents saying she's gonna go to foster care and now my parents are fighting </3

I'm fine
I'm not fine, please help me
I'm just tired
I cant take this anymore..
I already ate.
I starve myself.
Go away.
Show me you care enough to stay
I'm better, I promise.
I've never been this bad.
I'm just cold
I don't want you to see my scars
Sister.. please come home.. I don't want you to die... your to young.. you know I love you.. please.. just stop the fighting..
My sister recently tried to commit suicide.
I.. shes my only sister.. shes the best sister I could ask for.. she is mean sometimes but I truly love her..

I think my online friends dont like me anymore..
I feel left out in everything..
Edit;;
I dont get it.. they where was MY FRIEND.. doesnt friend mean you actually like someone? I'm not suprised if no one likes me. Who would like an over emotional freak like me anyway? My life is a total wreck.. my best friend moving to vancover for the whole summer possibly.. so I wont see her for two months.. my sister gets all the attention.. literally.. I just.. I just need a hug.

*Crawls to corner* I'll just be here, in my corner of shame.. no one mind me, I'm just a no-body, a screw up..

I'm over-emotional, so even if someone says something that doesn't effect anyone else, like teasing for example, lightly teasing me can set me off into a crying fit and I cant control my actions.
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I'm sorry if this is stupid, I know it is but I had to get it out.